Have you ever reach that point , where you think your not cutting it ,where you know that your drawing (or what ever art you do) are good but not great. There is plenty of room for improvement , but you just not going anywhere ? Well I'm at that point , and i feel like its getting worse . I can get anything done , i have inspiration , but if feels like this Huge rock i know has a diamond underneath it that i don't want to lift. I need a reason to start again , i need something to drive me , I need someone to guide me , I need a mentor